The pop queen and and husband Jay-Z share three rainbow infants: Daughter Blue Ivy Carter, born in 2012 and twins Rumi Carter and Sir Carter, born in 2017.
In her 2013 HBO documentary Life Is However a Dream, Beyonce recalled discovering out she had a missed miscarriage, through which no signs are recognized earlier than an ultrasound or doppler reveals the heartbreaking discovery.
“Actually, the week earlier than, I went to the physician. All the pieces was high-quality,” she mentioned. “However there was no heartbeat.”
Beyonce poured her coronary heart and grief into her work, writing and recording the 2013 ballad “Heartbeat.”
“I went into the studio and wrote the saddest tune I’ve ever written in my life,” the singer mentioned within the documentary. “It was one of the best type of remedy for me as a result of it was a saddest factor I’ve ever been by means of.”
Beyonce later informed Oprah Winfrey on Oprah’s Next Chapter, “I felt like there are such a lot of {couples} that undergo that and it was an enormous a part of my story.”
Her expertise additionally influenced her subsequent being pregnant. She continued, “It is one of many causes I didn’t share I used to be pregnant the second time [with Blue Ivy], since you did not know what is going on to occur. That was arduous as a result of all of my household, my associates knew and we celebrated. It was arduous. I am not the one one who goes by means of this. So many individuals undergo this and in the long run, I’ve my daughter, and there’s hope and I really feel so lucky.”
The singer mentioned she lived in concern throughout her being pregnant with Blue Ivy. “However my physician informed me that I used to be utterly wholesome and do not be loopy and paranoid and to stay my life,” she mentioned, “and that is what I did.”
In 2019, Beyoncé said in a Q&A in ELLE journal, “Having miscarriages taught me that I needed to mom myself earlier than I may very well be a mom to another person. Then I had Blue, and the hunt for my objective turned a lot deeper. I died and was reborn in my relationship, and the hunt for self turned even stronger. It is troublesome for me to go backwards. Being ‘primary’ was now not my precedence. My true win is creating artwork and a legacy that can stay far past me. That is fulfilling.”